I photograph 9 miles along Ventura Blvd
Light rain . Studio City. west to White Oak
The more pissed I am .. the farther I walk
Bill Dane
Reading Leonard Michaels's diaries "Time Out of Mind"
I've given myself a 'Blog' time out.
Bill Dane
Emails
Eat your spamMmmmm.good
These guys know what's best:

A larger body-part
It's more dependable use
+ anxiety reduction all-roun
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Bill Dane
I hear:
I think we can make it happen.
Bill Dane
I hear:
I got you to try one new thing.
Bill Dane
Science I love . again and again
The amazing chemistry of dreams:
I wake up early . just now . slowly . so I remember
I am in a high school art class as an outsider-visitor-helper
It's critique time
The work is carefully put up. to see
I wander out and down the hall to another art classroom
Walk in and move around the edges looking at each piece on three walls
What am I doing ?! .Run back
They're watching a fine art film . I watch . Rembrandt lighting beauty
Lights on
I look at each of their drawings on the wall
The quality is remarkable
Starting to wake up . realizing . somehow .I create
Two complete art shows with unique .wonderful pictures
A poignant film .within
A cast of.engaging teen characters
I get to do it again

Bill Dane
There are trade-offs:
Are your dreams getting better with aging
My sleep-chem-events make up for piles
Bill Dane
I email Nick a new picture of me to use at the top of .A FOLK TALE:
Me: . Potential pirate ..medicatedNick:. LOVE this picture
it doesn’t look like you – but it’s very cool… very intense and not unflattering.Me: .It fuckin' looks exactly like what I see in a mirror.
Is this not curious ?!
Nick:
Me: .No wonder no one sees my pictures.
I don't even know what they look like !
Bill Dane
Nick and I work on the Website. since '07
We sit side by side - we email back n forth
PirateLife. is a must:Me: .Afterall . Nick . these are some Pirate-possibilities:
corsair, filibuster, freebooter, marauder, picaroon, privateer, raider, rover, sea rover, buccaneer, charlatan, daredevil, entrepreneur, explorer, fortune-hunter, gambler, globetrotter, hero, heroine, madcap, mercenary, opportunist, pioneer, romantic, speculator, stunt person, swashbuckler, traveler, venturer, voyager, wanderer, brigand, criminal, crook, desperado, forager, gangster, gunperson, highwayperson, hijacker, holdup person, hooligan, marauder, mobster, outlaw, pillager, plunderer, racketeer, raider, ravager, robber, villain, act like, ape, burlesque, do, do a take-off, do like, echo, embody, emulate, epitomize, fake, follow, follow example, follow suit, go like, illustrate, incarnate, knock off, make like, mimic, mirror, mock, model, parody, parrot, personify, phony, play a role, prefigure, repeat, sham, simulate, steal, take leaf out of book, take off, travesty, typify, Hollywood, affected, assumed, bent, bogus*, brummagem, copied, crock, deceptive, delusive, delusory, ersatz, faked, false, feigned, fictitious, fishy, forged, framed, fraudulent, imitation, misleading, mock, not genuine, not kosher, phony*, plant*, pretended, pretentious, pseudo, put-on, queer, sham, snide, soft shell, spurious, suppositious, two-faced, won't fly, wrong
It's not our sea .Nick
Nick:
.Bill .have you ever considered that you're an image pirate?
have you taken that thought down the rabbit hole before?Me: .Strollin' the Rollin' Sidewalks ..Land and See
I may be .THE ImagePirate among millions:
corsair, filibuster, freebooter, marauder, picaroon, privateer, raider, rover, sea rover, buccaneer, charlatan, daredevil, entrepreneur, explorer, fortune-hunter, gambler, globetrotter, hero, heroine, madcap, mercenary, opportunist, pioneer, romantic, speculator, stunt person, swashbuckler, traveler, venturer, voyager, wanderer, brigand, criminal, crook, desperado, forager, gangster, gunperson, highwayperson, hijacker, holdup person, hooligan, marauder, mobster, outlaw, pillager, plunderer, racketeer, raider, ravager, robber, villain, act like, ape, burlesque, do, do a take-off, do like, echo, embody, emulate, epitomize, fake, follow, follow example, follow suit, go like, illustrate, incarnate, knock off, make like, mimic, mirror, mock, model, parody, parrot, personify, phony, play a role, prefigure, repeat, sham, simulate, steal, take leaf out of book, take off, travesty, typify, Hollywood, affected, assumed, bent, bogus*, brummagem, copied, crock, deceptive, delusive, delusory, ersatz, faked, false, feigned, fictitious, fishy, forged, framed, fraudulent, imitation, misleading, mock, not genuine, not kosher, phony*, plant*, pretended, pretentious, pseudo, put-on, queer, sham, snide, soft shell, spurious, suppositious, two-faced, won't fly, wrong
Thanks for keepin' me 'grounded' o NickoSwashBucklin'Pyro
Just takin' pictures...it's me job ...me work
Love Bill
Bill Dane
Joel Selvin..Chronicle-Music-Man."SMARTASS"
Good luck with it all . Joel.
What an .epoch-epic .gift for us.
Thank the spirits for 'dropouts' !
You have surely worked your smartass off.
And guys like us maybe won't stop - a little pacing .. maybe.
Bill Dane

Childhood Story:
5 years old - July 4th 1943 Rose Bowl
A treat - Mom takes me to the 4th of July ExtravaganzaIt's
packed and dark ..
Blacked out where kids play football on the grass
Flash.Twitch.Terror
Fireworks explode all over Japanese village huts people
Huge noises.. fighting.. fires..smoke..running soldiers ..rifles.. tanks ..figures ..cannons ..carnage
Screaming fighter planes..bombs .
Bodies collect
Lights on.
Trash everywhere.
Let's go home

Bill Dane
The Lives of Millions..since forever
'News' videos....
movie 'Trailers'....video 'Games'
Jaw-droppers
Hearts and souls
...
We are home
Bill Dane

Childhood Story:
South Central 1946.
In my face...gut
My father takes me too see the Harlem Globetrotters
His pure-self: "see-the-jungle-bunnies-with-watermelon"
Luckily .I have no idea
It is the most amazing . thrilling..unforgettable
He must know . I am lost to his world

Bill Dane
Shadeless 97 degree sidewalk
East 14th is one of my routes
Two serious prostitutes .walking towards me ..pass by
Go in a shop ....come out . go by me
WhiteTshirt guy follows them sayin's"Come here" .
One of the women does stop and talk
The defiant woman walks on a block .. stops.
I pass her .....I look back .... flash

WhiteT and a woman squeal up in an old hoopty
Jump out..start beating on her.. trying to drag her in
This woman will not be put into the car.. 5 minutes
10 people are close .watching

Cool red car pulls up ..calm driver-dude gets out .Takes her hand ..leads her . puts her in ..drives off
'beaters' .standing ..talkin' shit . makin' signs .....
End public part ... I'm. full ........and wondering how race matters
Bill Dane
Amazed again:
I Do Not Control This Head
Two days ago I write the migraine story below
Yesterday I have a real nice classic migraine
First one in way over a year
Bill Dane
Childhood Story:
Small ones start when I'm 12
Only 1-2 a year - lucky
When I'm 41 . I find out what they're called
1953 - my first .'real-big' .Classic Migraine
Midland School ..hot May . oaks n brown hills .
Weekend work ..clearing brush around the swimming hole
My vision starts to go ..zig zag aura ..I gotta go lie down .fast
In fifteen minutes I can't see much
Speech and memory leaving ..to arrive soon at close to zero
I make it down to the horse barn and find a pile of hay
Damn! ...Right now ...Far from what ...I'm gonna die

Nether head .... It's still magic here .
Darker . cooler ..barn smells. ..horse sounds
Breathing
.
Bill Dane